EYRIE

the end year always send me back to my shell for a hunker down and ponder round period.

I call it the end year recursive introspection excommunication.
EYRIE

typical behavior associated with the EYRIE is highlighted by the last word
excommunication
Definition is originally "to officially exclude someone from participation in sacraments or services of the Christian Church".

My personal definition: to exclude someone from participation in particular events or activities.

Withdrawn and unreachable except for what i consider obligations of common courtesy and those i consider trustworthy, in whom i would entrust my life with, it is a time during which i take stock of the year... or become lost in the mindless work that is assigned to me. Though usually a dark period of time, i have learnt to tone things down somewhat, and to treat others with a greater amount of common decency.

I do not suppose there is any reason to include any form of feedback in my current blog, as it seems like, no one is reading, no one is 'not busy' enough to comment and also that there do not seem to be a necessity to experience any feedback.

Lately, my mind has been preoccupied with thoughts of war, training and discipline. I would admit to gross negligence and indiscipline of my daily life, which must be dealt with.

War is constant flurry of activities, forth and back, strike, parry defend, attack, counter, take hits, bleed, lash back & so on. Lack of discipline would be fatal. It seems that 'war' is the lenses through which i interpret life. So be it. There are plans to be laid on and events waiting to unfold.

Expect nothing and be ready for anything so as to deal with everything.

I shall return to training on my skates. Been walking on them for so long, it is one thing i think i should keep intact. Unlike origami, in which there is no social link. I have a Sifu to think of and account to.