gunner in a new outfit

i guess

it has come down to this. the pupa has got to break, the chrysalid has gotta be ditched.

i am sick of where i am and i wanna get to where i need to be

i need to take a long walk.

finetune and adjustments are in order.

as i did say to a fund manager/ financial planner... World Cup may be a lull period... the market should not shake much... but that also means that it is time to catch up on what you neglected and start preparing for the surge of activities that will follow.

it is prep time for the rush... i am behind time... discipline is not that easy, to break from routine work to the drudgery of preparation to conquest. but one has got to get round to it.

when can i have a team of 'looters and shooters' of my own? iWish. maybe soon.

i am past concern about what people think of me... like... i cannot hope to please everyone... so... screw the rules... i will do what i believe is right. and if it coincides with your ideals not... well.. too bad... we can talk it over... but it would be my personal responsibility to evaluate what is discussed and assimilate what i deem appropriate and discard the rest.

though leaving things unsaid is often a better and more tactful way of life... since most would tacitly agree with the stated points... yet i do not think i would like to leave certain matters open to interpretation.

think it is time... to dream again