feel

feel
is such a pain
kill
with passionate disdain
war
where 1 stands and many fall
crawl
when it's all over and everything's gone

it's that time of the year.

the time when i need time and i cannot afford it
the time to restart they system

need to be alone
need to think
need to draw
need to plan
need to chill out
and demands on my time just ceaselessly increase

but still... HE is in charge.

on the verge of a バンカイ but still... something is holding me back.
許さない!絶対倒す！