LOMP

it's a max word.
LOMP = LO Morale Post

Yes, i'm still human, so yea. it happens.

my dad's not happy.
He links productivity with FULL TIME job.

Finances... balance has always been an interesting thing, difficult to achieve.
And i am mulling over some things... sighz

relationship, nothing to speak of. Those with access to my dblog, check it out for updates. I don't leave that much personal stuff here. Not now... amybe in a week or 2, when i have composed my thoughts... or decomposed them.
Actually, something to speak of: No job, no wife. 'nuff said.

PR skills, improved. Not much.

Killing procrastination. If i can, i will do things, NOW. I better.

I like being a trainer. Too bad, no pokemon in real life. *he who's a lamer, let him limp*

It's like, making a difference in people's life. Now, that's what i call 'LIFE'.

In truth, i am persuaded that everyone that i know have 1 thing in common.
i am the lowest common denominator.

Everyone's good at something that makes them somebody.
i guess it falls to my lot in life to be good at 'being average'.

Well, someone has got to take that role...

it could've been worse. I could have been a "pair a sea"(pharisee la).

Well... Sighz... i never did anything good, i never did anything bad. i never did anything outstanding too. i just do simple things. differently.

if one thought me was all steam, heat and hyper all the time... take note that emotions have a bad habit of 180 degrees swing.

Anyway... i live to improve the sum total of whatever group i am in. Well... i try to. I wish and pray that i can be a 'force mutiplier'. Someone who can be a catalyst to others, inducing a exponential astronomical change in their lives... for the better. Hopefully.

i don't think i cut it.

and i couldn't catalyst myself either.

sorry. i won't give no excuses. Waste of breath and time.

No condolences please... i didn't ask for it, nor am i trying to induce people to praise me whatever. if you feel compelled to do something... make a crad for some of the newcomers of your cellgroup... or someone else who needs encouragement. Seriously.

This is how i see things and i'm just... whining.

i'll get better. just... run along... go play or something. alright? Cheers.

*closes the old calmansi green wooden door*