smoking thunder

i wonder

straight and narrow = the right path?
broad is the way that leads to hell, for many take the easier route and the shortcuts and end up there... so the story goes.

but

Is the NARROW path really the way that leads to heaven?

is it narrow because few are those who take it?

solo hermits and friendless sods?
for if that's true
please pardon my thought
who then truly is the sorrier lot?

can't one have friends whilst traveling the 'path to heaven'?

i don't know about others... but if i am on the way to heaven i would like to have some friends along for the ride... at least it won;t be so lonely... and if others think like i do, the path to heaven, surely, would not be that narrow.

i heard that people who walk alone tends to get eaten by the big bad wolf... or the lion that rove about, seeking who he may devour.

Defining "belong" as being an integral part of something...
quite frankly, i have never felt that i truly "belong"... not even this day... maybe because i "belong" to the alien nation, so i think i am better at sensing "alienation". *laughs drily*

afterall, i have had the dubious consistency of being 'different', 'weird' 'odd' 'strange' 'unique' in all my circles of interactions.

yes, i am aware. sometimes, painfully aware.

spirit to spirit... if you truly believe it, do you suppose that i would not experience it? naively think that i cannot 'sense' it? maybe i am the fool you think i am... but if you should be that naive, then shouldn't there be 2 fools and not 1?

Maybe i never knew what it was to 'belong', so that even if i DID belong, being an integral part of something or some organization... i would not be aware of that feeling and hence, being ignorant of having belonged to that group, i feel i wasn't a part of it. and seek something or somewhere else

is it time again, to walk?