Saturday, January 29, 2005

Bible School

Heh... dream to go Bible school...? You have no idea, brudda... When God spoke of that which He would have me do, i asked for more, because i had waited years for the calling...

since 1994, i had been asking the question, what is the purpose of my existence. Why am i here? I had thought of suicide... i had. Yet i lived, as there was 1 concept in my head that kept me alive: i am here, in this place, as who i am, in this part of the world, at this point in time, because there is a purpose, a calling, a reason for me to live, some mission that only i can fulfill, that no one else can do as well. And i lived to know His Lordship in 1995.

And it was only 2002 that He spoke.

Since then, my perspective changed.

I bought the Spirit Filled Bible almost 3 years ago, as i knew it was the Bible that is used in CHBTC. For i am determined to run the race set before me.

God willing. Jesus died for my sins, i will live for His Purpose. i will keep on walking, running the race, till His Perfect Will for my life is completed.

I waited 7 years for my calling. (1995 - 2002)
I waited 10 years till i can begin. (1995 - 2005)

And if i hear not amiss, in the 12th year, it will be time for me to "go forth". (2007)

For me... i guess... it is not my aspiration to go bible school. i always wanted to be an artist/multimedia specialist. But the Calling of God, to me, it is life. For this reason i was born, this is why i was created. This is why i still breath.

Let everything that has breath, PRAISE THE LORD! *RRRROOOOAAAARRRR!!!!*

And i WILL finish the race! Till i return to Him, and hear Him say to me: Good and faithful servant, enter in to the joy of your Lord.

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