recent considerations

i am seriously concerned about my being seriously concerned about things that do not really matter.

why should i care what people think of what i do?
why should i be bothered about people who don't really matter?

i should be walking through life disregarding what i would disregard, and doing what i believe ought done.

it seems like 'disassociation' is somewhat difficult to achieve.

after all, it does seems that even the 'more spiritual' people i know seems to make some decisions... that raises doubt about their spirituality.

then again... everyone struggles against their fallen nature.

live and let live... live and let die... the world will go on turning, just as seed time and harvest continues.

and life does go on.


on a side note... i have been entertaining the thought of riding astride a vespa, wearing bell-bottoms with slim cut shirt and leather jacket, a helmet adorned with WWII bomber goggles and a scarf around my neck.

sounds like a 2008 thing to do!