once again

it is weird... like... the opening scene of a war movie... and you see this monstrous machine stomp heavily into position and...
the various missile pods on the body opens up, impossibly many and then PAUSE...

the screen freezes and you get to stare at it... a work of art, deadly beauty combined with the ugly death that was about to be spewed forth from every single shot... and the immensity of the scene...

that's how i feel right now...

so many things to do, so little time and so much distractions...

balls are rolling
jport is open and pending docking maneuver
cellular activities on the rise
job market looks enticing
physique is being taxed and stretched
mental stimulus required
instrumental calibration and adaptation necessary.

life hurts like hell and hell yea, it is life...

but GOD's in charge and if i had it my way, i'll plunder hell and repurpose it into a BBQ hot pot.